a mind full...

So I talked with as my mood states "good old ritzy friend" and I got to thinking I wonder why she called me? I hope that she reads this and can provide an answer to it, it also made me wonder what would have happened between us had i not left bethesda when I did would we have stayed together or not. I know most people would say your obsessing over a girl blah blah well maybe I am but i really did care about this girl and well there was something about her that made her different from the rest, one of which being that she is from where i grew up and called home for so long, but just is something that i can't quite think of how to put words too. I remember when i was playing oasis wonderwall on rockband and my roommate asked me when i told him about her putting this on a cd for when i left for oki, you really cared about her didn't ya dude? I said yea and still do she is the one girl I would drop everything for. I guess I end this by saying I really wonder if we were ever meant to be and what are her thoughts on the whole situation to be honest? Well for now i'm going to sit here and ponder.
I just need to get this off my chest cause well it's been on my mind all week.
Anywho nothing really new and exciting here just decided to start to post a little more regularly, and for the record college is off to a roaring start and frankly I think i'm doing pretty good in it. It is only the first week but i'm maintaining an A average currently between all my classes so I can't complain to overly much. Well for now I'm out of here
Doc A Signing off,
P.S. to the "ritzy girl" I don't think your truly ritzy but it is rather entertaining to get the good old battle going between us about where we lived and such.

here i am

So i was talking to good friend tonight on the phone, who still holds a place in me little heart what's left of my heart these days, I am doing well down here and starting school and what not. I figured that i should put a little post up here giving people an update of what is going in my little life. I am persuin a degree in psychology which i hope to long term help out vets and what not but for now i'm going to go do nothing and continue to talk to the ritzy friend on the phone. Also I forgot to add I got a new tattoo on my left calf I don't know if wrote this before so if i did i'm sorry but it says
OIF1,3-4
"freedom is a price the free will never understand"
Doc A Signing off

The move

Well,
Where to begin I guess would be the question at hand here? I have recently moved to arizona as of about oh 2-3 days ago( freaking longest car ride I think i've ever done) 34 hours of drive time. Anywho, I am here with a brother from the service and glad that his wife and him have allowed me to stay here till I can get on my feet. In other news I am single again, unfortunate yes but I think for the better and no i'm not here to shit talk just say this.. It's unfortunate it had to end the way it did but i do believe that it is for the better for both parties involved. I do have a kitty I don't think i've put that into any recent posts. The kitties name is evy she is 1 3/4 year old tortise shell and is my video game buddy and yes she made the 34 hour drive with me. Anywho other than that not a whole lot going on just trying to find a job and such. So for now i'm going to go lie in my bed and just think about random nothingness.
Laters
Doc A

a day of thought.

So here I sit recovering from a recent knee surgery (from being in the service) and yes to some i am the always to be made fun of or joked about and you know what you do that because well i guess it makes you a better person who's to know. But as I sit here on veteran's day 2007 I want to put out a bit of thanks to a couple of people who well weren't alive for me to thank in person, 1) my grandfather (for which my middle name comes from) Cpl. James Arthur 101st Airborne WW2, and 2) my uncle Sgt Louie Ramsey Unknown Unit U.S. Army Vietnam 1971, killed by Booby Trap 1971. I want to say thank you to both of you who although relative #1 didn't die in combat #2 did and for that i will just say thank you for making the ultimate sacrafice so that the ignorant people in this country can make fun of people. I did my time and yes I don't want a thank you cause well I made it back barely but I still made it back. You ask what do you mean barely well i will say look a this picture up top and I will say I was in this. SO i will end with this remember this give thanks to those who fight for your country before you ridicue them.

Signing off

Doc A

And to those who decide to say what they will because I left paramedic class, well I have this to say to you and you wonder why nobody wants to date you and your not very well liked by a lot of people because you are very ignorant and full of yourself and well I will hopefully not be there the day you kill somebody with your ignorance.

the birthday

So as most who care know I turned a year older recently aug 5th to be exact. It was a different one to say the least mainly because I was home in the US for the first time in five years, and either not in a foreign country, iraq, or flying to iraq. Well the better half said to me when i got home from work what do I want to do? I of course didn't know what to do except well go to bed. Well she aparently made some phone calls and such and got a hold of all my friends and went out and bought me an xbox 360 elite (which i still at this point haven't opened) and told them to meet us at tulley's so I called work and asked if it was cool if i didn't come in till 8 because i didn't have a partner. Well mr. bennetti being a nice guy as he decided well why don't you just come in at 10 instead so that was sweet. Christina finally gets me out the door and such we had to stall for a bit and we show up to the surprise of my buddy jesse, paul and britney(jesse's g/f) sitting there at tulley's well we had a good time and all was marry and such. I pretty much have to say it was by far the best b-day i've ever had and I also must throw in thanks mom for not even bothering to give me a call or anything! Anywho off i go I missed class today cause I over slept so blah to me not sleeping much. So i'll have to make that up but for now i'm outta here.
Doc A
Signing off

an interesting twist

So things as you can see haven't been to overly exciting out there I suppose, getting ready to move out of the current apt and into a new apt with the g/f for whom i love a whole heck of a lot, really to be honest can't even begin to put into words. Christina I'm glad that you walked into my life I really am you definitely make everyday worth waking up too as well as an adventure. Thank you.

I go home the other day on my normal Wednesday for squad night in good ol hamlin and i see there is a piece of mail from the navy, now my first thought is "oh boy here I go again off to iraq" but I was definitely wrong (it was in a large manila envelope) so i rip the top open and go hmmm that's an award cover thing. I open it up and am completely speechless, I had received a bronze star for my actions during my last tour in iraq a pleasant surprise I must say. So i include it here (above right)for those who wish to read the citation. On that note I suppose I'm going to sit here and enjoy the last hour of pure boredom on 9849 (couch on wheels) ambulance. Laters
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zero

zero? hmmm well i enjoy being a zero thanks :) so for whom ever left that comment thanks because it means that i'm the blunt end of all your jokes. Which apparently brings you much joy so please do continue your petty name calling. I'll still be here today and tomorrow regardless.
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